Slept the day away (again). Went to Nanny’s house for her birthday - I feel such a calming peace being there. Just like, that I’m meant to be there right now. When I’m away from it, sometimes it’s nice. But other times I feel this unexplainable need to just BE there.

I don’t think I want to know when I’m dying. Not that I’ll have any control over that, of course. But for a while I was feeling so thankful for the cancer, that it’s giving us time to spend with each other and time to, I don’t know, be. But at the same time, every interaction is laced with lasts. The last Thanksgiving, the last birthday…I can’t even think about Christmas.

Afterwards I came home and was feeling sort of social (I can’t tolerate that much social lately) so I had a glass of wine with the girls in the pool. I’m going to be sad to leave this house in a month.

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